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Chapter 25: Go slow...

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Chapter 25: Go slow...

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added on: 27 Feb 2003 - based on characters created by Winnie Holzman

Open up to Sharon and Kyle under the covers making out at the hotel. Kyle starts to kiss Sharon's neck and the camera focuses on Sharon's face. She has her eyes closed and then opens them and looks at the ceiling and you can tell that she is not really into this, but is doing it anyway. Camera cuts to RAyanne who is sleeping under the covers and Tony is laying across her chest, there are beer cans on the nightstand next to them. Camera then cuts to Brian and Delia. They are under the covers laying next to each other. Brian is staring at the ceiling with this wide-eyed look and Delia is smiling happily. The camera cuts to Rickie and Corey. Neither one of them went to prom, but decided just to hang out together. They are sitting on a couch watching a movie, and both looking uncomfortable. The camera then cuts to Angela who is sitting on the side of the bathtub with her head in her hands.

AngelaVO: There definetly has to be something wrong with me if I am this confused with what to do. I do want to have sex with Jordan, but what if he doesn't like it, or if I do something wrong and he breaks up with me. What if I do it and I don't like it?

(knock on the door)

Jordan: Angela, are you ok?

Angela: Umm, yeah....

Jordan: Can I come in?

Angela: Uh, sure.

Jordan walks into the bathroom and sees Angela sitting on the side of the bathtub.

Jordan: What's going on?

Angela: Nothing.

Jordan: Well, then why are you sitting in here all by yourself?

Angela: I don't know, I was just thinking I guess.

Jordan: About what?

Angela: Nothing, I don't want to talk about it.

Jordan: Don't do this, don't not talk to me about whatever you are thinking about.

Angela: It's just hard to explain or something.

Jordan: Well, try.

Angela sits for a minute uncomfortably before she starts talking. She looks up at Jordan who is looking at her understandingly and waiting.

Angela: I guess I am just scared.

Jordan: About what?

Angela: About what? (sarcastically) About having sex, with you. I mean, you are all, like, experienced, and I'm just not. What if you hate it, or what if I hate it. What if I do something wrong and you hate me, or what if it becomes this thing that we do all the time and everything else becomes meaningless, or what if I get pregnant.

Jordan: Wow, I didn't know you thought about it that much.

Angela: Well, don't you?

Jordan: Well, yeah, but I just don't think of it like that, I mean, I think of it as something that I want to do with you, no matter what. Look, I might seem like I am all that experienced, but I'm not.

Angela: What do you mean?

Jordan: People just think I'm like that. Look, Angela, I've only actually had sex, uh, 3 times.

Angela: WHAT!?!

Jordan: Well, you don't have to look that surprised or anything.

Angela: I guess you just seem to come off differently.

Jordan: Yeah, I know, I just don't want people to know, that's all. Look, I can't say that it is going to be perfect, or that there aren't risks, but what doesn't have risks, you know...And there is no way I could hate it, because I love you, and I haven't ever had sex with someone I loved before. This means more to me than it ever has, I mean, it's with you.

AngelaVO: Just when I was ready to back down, and not go through with it, Jordan said the perfect thing, and I knew it, we were going to have sex, and it was going to be a moment that I would remember forever. Not just being with him, but what he said to me before we did it.

Angela stands up and kisses Jordan on the lips. He kisses her back gently and takes one hand and holds the back of her head and the other hand he puts on her cheek. Their kisses become more passionate as Jordan presses Angela up against the bathroom wall. His body is leaning towards hers as he continues to kiss her. Angela is running her hands through his hair and kissing him deeper. After a few minutes they break apart for air. They are both breathing heavier.

Angela: Maybe we should go in your room...

Jordan: Your sure, I mean, you really want to do this?

Angela: Yeah, because I love you. I am just nervous, I mean, you'll tell me if I am doing something wrong, right?

Jordan: Yeah. Don't worry about it so much, ok?

Angela: Ok.

Jordan leads Angela into his bedroom and turns the lights on. He kisses Angela on the lips gently and she unbuttons his shirt to reveal his bare chest. She runs her hands across his shoulders and down his arms as she takes his shirt off. The camera then focuses only on their faces. Angela is looking into Jordan's eyes as he takes the spaghetti straps in his fingers and gently takes them off of Angela's shoulders. Her dress falls to the ground and Jordan takes his pants off. He is wearing boxers and socks, and Angela only has on a strapless bra and underwear. Jordan takes Angela's hand and leads her to the bed. She lays down and Jordan lays next to her and kisses her gently on the lips. He gently brushes her cheek with his fingers and runs them down to her neck. Angela pulls him closer to her so half of his body is on top of her. She kisses him slowly and softly as she runs her hand from his cheek to the back of his neck. They continue to kiss for a while, Jordan on top of Angela and then Angela on top of Jordan. Jordan takes off Angela's bra, and then kisses from her neck down to her stomach. As he is kissing back up towards her lips he stops for a minute.

Jordan: Your sure right, I mean, now is the time to tell me if you want to stop.

Angela: No, keep going, I love you.

Jordan(kisses her on the lips): I love you too, I'll be right back.

Angela: Ok.

Jordan leaves to go to the bathroom and put a condom on. He comes back into the bedroom with his boxers still on and sees Angela fumbling under the covers.

Jordan: What are you doing?

Angela: Oh, uh, taking my underwear off.

Jordan: I was, uh, going to do that.

Angela: Oh, sorry.

Jordan slides into the bed and gets under the covers. He looks at Angela's body under the covers and smiles as he looks into her eyes. He kisses her gently on the lips and lays on top of her. They kiss for a few minutes before Jordan takes his boxers off. He lays next to Angela on his back as he is sliding his boxers off, Angela steals a glance from under the covers, and then Jordan gets back on top of her. She has a smile on her face.

Jordan: What?

Angela: Nothing, it's embarassing.

Jordan: No, what is it?

Angela: Well, I haven't ever like, seen it this close before.

Jordan: Oh, and, uh, what did you think?

Angela: It's huge!

Jordan: Well, that's only because your here(laughs)

AngelaVO: I can't believe I saw Jordan, like naked, and God he looks good, and we are like going to have sex, like any minute.

Jordan kisses Angela's neck and feels her heart pounding.

Jordan: Your heart is beating so fast.

Angela: Yours is too.

Angela pulls Jordan on top of her again and kisses him with urgency. They kiss slowly at first and then faster and with more force. As Jordan is kissing Angela he slowly slides her legs apart and moves his body in between her legs. Angela can feel his hardness moving closer in between her legs.

Angela: Go slow, ok.

Jordan: Ok.

Jordan slowly pushes himself inside her, and Angela's eyes squeeze tight from the pain.

Jordan: Are you ok?

Angela: Yeah

Jordan's body moves back and forth slowly. They stare into each other's eyes, and Jordan leans his face towards Angela's and kisses her gently on the lips.

Jordan: Your so beautiful.

Angela smiles shyly and kisses him back passionately. Their bodies continue to move together for a couple of minutes. Then Jordan starts to breathe heavier and move a little faster until he lets out a big sigh and slows down. This happens just as Angela is starting to be in less pain and enjoying it more. Jordan kisses Angela on the lips gently.

Jordan: I'm sorry it was so fast, I couldn't stop it.

Angela: It's ok.

Jordan: Are you alright, I mean, did you like it at all?

Angela: Umm, yeah, I mean, I think I was starting to.

Jordan: I'm sorry, it's my fault, we can try again later.

Angela: Ok, thanks, for like, going slow, and for, you know, being my first. I love you.

Jordan(kisses her): I love you too.

Jordan lays down next to Angela and he holds her in his arms as he falls asleep. Angela stares at the wall and a small smile comes across her face as the camera fades out.

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