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The Tenth Day Of Christmas (Rickie)
written by Shannon Bryan
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Published: 1997 | Size: 7 KB (1365 words) | Language: english | Rating: PG-13Average: 3.7/5 3.7/5 (9 votes)
based on stories and characters created by Winnie Holzman
Without further ado, Enrique Vasquez . . . .
Christmas is a special time. I know it’s not fashionable to talk about
it, and Rayanne would probably laugh, but it’s the time of year I feel
most connected to God. And to Jesus. And I *know* that historians say
that Jesus probably wasn’t born around December 25th. Cause, like the
calendars were all different then anyway, and Christians moved their
celebration to compete with some pagan holiday that they didn’t approve
of.
In a lot of ways, that really doesn’t even matter.
What I do know is the story of the birth of Jesus. About how Joseph and
Mary had to travel so far for the census and couldn’t find anyplace to
stay. And they were supposedly traveling home. But there was no room
for them in a place that was supposed to be like home. And I kind of
know how that feels. Not being welcome. And about not being able to
find a place to stay.
I mean, I'm *nothing* like the Virgin Mary, but I think I understand how
she felt anyways.
Because last year I really didn’t have any place to stay. Because the
people who were supposed to support me--to *understand* me--well, they
didn’t. And so I went from place to place, like Joseph and Mary went
from inn to inn. But at Rayanne’s house there just wasn’t room. With
Rusty around, there was barely room for Rayanne, much less me. At
Brian’s house there was lots of room, but I couldn’t stay there, because
I barely knew him then, and I couldn’t ...I couldn’t ask him for help.
And he didn’t seem to be able to read between the lines. And at
Angela’s she seemed to understand what I needed, without me even asking,
but I felt like an intruder, so I left.
But finally I found a kind soul, who couldn’t take me in, but who knew a
place where I could go. Jordan Catalano of all people. Like the last
person I would have turned to. The last person I would have thought
could understand. But he did. And he gave me someplace to be. An
abandoned warehouse. Not exactly like a stable. But close. To stay
there, and stay safe, you had to be careful not to disturb, well ... the
*animals*.
Eventually I got taken to this church. With an amazing choir. I
remember almost everything they sang that night. I sat there for a long
time. Thinking. And praying. The song they were singing when I first
got there was “I’ll be Home for Christmas”. I’m sure you’ve heard of
it. It’s famous and stuff. They sang it in that “Facts of Life”
episode where Natalie and Tootie and the whole gang performed at the
prison. It’s a good song and all, but that night, it just, y’know,
*got* to me.
“I’ll be home for Christmas ... if only in my dreams.”
Because I was treating my situation like *it* was the dream. A bad one.
But having no where to be ... no *home*, that wasn’t a bad dream, that
was reality. And a home, *that* was the dream. And then, I sort of
started to cry. And went and lit a candle for Jordan Catalano. And
then one for myself. And I hoped that God could forgive my selfishness.
And then I prayed for help.
And I got it. The Baby Jesus had the Three Wise Men. And I guess I did
too. Because eventually Angela *and* her Mom showed up at the church
too. And when I asked Mrs. Chase what had made her come into the church
that night, she wasn’t sure. She got this really faraway look, and said
it was just a feeling. Something she couldn’t explain. And I know
that’s not the same as a guiding star, but all the same, it was a
miracle for me that the Chases showed up that night.
And Angela and Mrs. Chase didn’t bring gold or myrrh, whatever that even
is. They brought friendship and a place to stay. And I know that’s
only two wise women, but the third wise man got a little lost, I guess.
Because I didn’t find him until much later.
And that night I went home with the Chases, and had like, hot cocoa,
with mini marshmallows. And the Chases didn’t really have another bed
made up, but Brian Krakow’s whole house was empty. So I went home with
him that night, to sleep in a real bed, for the first time in like a
week. And he seemed so guilty for not having offered before. And I
realized at that moment, that I probably *could* have asked him for
help. Maybe I even should have. Asked him. Or the Chases. Or even
Amber. And we listened to even more Christmas carols. I remember Brian
played the Beach Boys version of “Silent Night“. And they were pretty
good for surfer dudes.
“Sleep in heavenly peace.”
That night I really did. And for a week or so after that at the Chases.
But by then I felt I had really outstayed my welcome, so I moved on.
And so I was searching again. And instead of that third wise man
finding me, I sort of found him. And I knew it was him as soon as I
stood in front of his apartment door. The door said: 3 .
And I can’t explain why that made me feel better. Third wise man? The
holy trinity? Third time’s the charm? I really have no idea. All I
know is that the minute Mr. Katimski opened that door and let me in,
and, like, *hugged* me, that I was home.
*Home*. For like the first time. Ever.
It just took a long time. Not soon enough for my tastes, that’s for
sure. But maybe that just goes to show that God does work in mysterious
ways. You don’t always get *what* you want *when* you ask for it. But
eventually you can get the things you really need. You just have to be
able to recognize them. And maybe if you’re never lost, then you can
never be found.
And Mr. Katimski and Joseph (*his* Joseph, not Mary’s Joseph) just got
finished setting up the tree. And we’re having some hot cocoa. No mini
marshmallows, though. Mr. Katimski prefers a little whipped cream and
cinnamon on top. I think I do too. It’s kind of a family tradition.
*Our* family.
In a minute, I think I’m going to go put on some Christmas carols. I’m
in a “Joy to the World” sort of mood. I won't be putting on “I’ll be
Home for Christmas” though. Never again. Because being home isn’t
just a dream for me. Not anymore.
Okay everybody, sing along!
(music = ON)
On the tenth day of Christmas Chuck Wood gave to me
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