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Skin Deep

written by Ria Garewal

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based on stories and characters created by Winnie Holzman

I bare color and life
Fighting all my fights
With a glass of wine
And death in my mind

Everyone gives up on me
My mom, my dad, and now you
Even though I said I loved you?
Even after all we've been through?

It just isn't right
It just isn't fare
I don't know why I'm complaining
No one even cares

I've been nothing me whole life
And I have you to compare
You're so wonderful & precious
The anger inside of me flares

I am alone
And scared I'll be like this for good
I watch you with all of them
I'd like to be one of them
If I could

The perfect body
The perfect face
Just to be one of them
I feel like such a disgrace

How could you of even thought of me
As someone you could love
I guess that's why you left me
You were my perfect drug

I can't get enough of you
But you've had enough of me
I don't even know you
But you seem to see me

I fell in love with a man I don't know
Your words were never real
They were like stories
You had to unfold
With every worthless tear